The looking Glass

I'm Finally Back!

2006-10-04T15:43:41Z

Okay, so I haven't written in my LJ in forever! I'm finally back and I'm gonna try my hardest to keep it updated! If i don't, i give you permission to kick me in the head! :P

So i' started working in the kitchen at the TCC yesterday! I was super pumped, we got to dice onions and french cut onions, and chop fresh parsely. haha it's not much but we have to learn the proper cutting techniques. So today we are cutting carrots!! yesh! haha I'm so excited to get in the kitchen for real and finally get to start cooking and serving food for lunch!!

We learned about our internships all this week and it's really got me thinking that I want to go really far away. Somewhere were I will gain a lot of experience from a really good chef. A bunch of us are thinking of going together but we don't know yet. Banff has been the big one on a lot of our minds. It's gonna suck not going home between the end of school and the internship but you gotta do what you gotta do! I'm so excited! We have to do a lot of research to find the best place for us.

I'm totally pumped about coming home this weekend!! I can't wait to see everybody. I'm leaving at like 5pm on friday and have to go back at 9am on monday! it's gonna suck but it will be so much fun to hang out with everyone! Plus turkey!!

Well I got to go cut some carrots so I'll post again soon :P

ashy_sama @ 2006-02-07T15:55:00

2006-02-07T19:57:32Z

Helloooo!!
Brittany deleted the previous post that I just made two seconds ago so here goes again!!!!! >_< I didn't really have anything in the previous post so I have nothing to say in this one either!
So bye buh Bau Haus Melly!!!!
That is all!!

Quizes!!!!!

2005-06-21T18:04:35Z

Ashley Lynn Cawdle's Aliases

Your movie star name: Swoops Morris

Your fashion designer name is Ashley Wales

Your socialite name is Jelly Roll Dorchester

Your fly girl / guy name is A Caw

Your detective name is Budgie Tantramar

Your barfly name is Soup Smirnoff Twisted Rasberry

Your soap opera name is Lynn Route 106

Your rock star name is Cotton Candy Train

Your star wars name is Ashsha Cawnob

Your punk rock band name is The Perplexed Cattail

The Amazing Meganame Generator

Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 60%

Wrath: 40%

Envy: 20%

Gluttony: 20%

Greed: 20%

Lust: 20%

Pride: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 26%

You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice.

How Sinful Are You?

I'm so dumb WAAAAA!!!!!

Your IQ Is 80

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average
Your General Knowledge is Below Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Melinda has a hidden Internet romance with MigitAs!!!!

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Brittany is your soulmate.

You truly love Nicole.

You consider Melinda your true friend.

You know that Brittany is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Melinda for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Melinda is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Nicole is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Ryan is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Ryan changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Melinda is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Melinda has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

You Were Actually Born Under:

You have both a fiery energy and a warm heart.
Your charisma and charm makes it easy for you to influence others.
Lucky in life, you also have a reputation of being lucky in love.
Power hungry, you are determined to get what you want - no matter what it takes.

You are most compatible with a Monkey or Rat.

You Should Have Been Born Under:

You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam.
You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing.
Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long.
Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word.

You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger.

What Year Were You Born Under?

Why do I have to be tha same as melly?!? JK

You Are 45% Normal

(Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Who's the True You?

Your Dominant Thinking Style:

Exploring

You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.
You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.

An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.
You show people how to question their models of the world.

Your Secondary Thinking Style:

Modifying

Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you.
You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion.

You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested.
You tend to ground those around you and add stability.

What's Your Thinking Style?

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems.

These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day.

Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

Your Geek Profile:

Fashion Geekiness: Low

Gamer Geekiness: Low

SciFi Geekiness: Low

Academic Geekiness: None

Geekiness in Love: None

General Geekiness: None

Internet Geekiness: None

Movie Geekiness: None

Music Geekiness: None

How Geeky Are You?

Your Political Profile

Overall: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal

Personal Responsibility: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal

Fiscal Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal

Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal

How Liberal / Conservative Are You?

Your Linguistic Profile:

70% General American English

25% Yankee

5% Midwestern

0% Dixie

0% Upper Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

hehehehehehehheh........

2005-06-21T17:00:49Z

Hey guys it's been a while... so how is ya all? ya so I don't really have much to say but I figured I could post something. So here it goes...
So I went on Lynsey's LJ and I know this was a while ago but why did she have to do two personality tests? You can't just do them over again. what's the point? And it's very convenient that the answers changed to suit her. First the one for Physical security was at like 60% and whan she re-did it was like 10%. What's with that. I know she thinks she looks really good. And lynsey you can't really come on here and say you don't so don't even try. It seems that you just want people to say how gorgeous you are. How idiotic!
So I know I'm just ranting about a quiz and that's kind of dumb but it just adds to how fake she is. When you do a quiz that gives you personal traits and stuff twice it just seems so fake!
Anyhoo, Bye everyone! Have a great day! ^_^_^ (Siamese twins connected at the head!!)

No party!! waaaa!!!

2005-06-17T12:36:28Z

So I guess there is no party at my house this weekend *sniff* but maybe on mon. and tues. I can have a few people over.
Ya so... Gabe and Lynsey are complete idiots. They're moving in together!!! That's an easy was to get out of haveing to see us in the summer. What ireally meant by the way is that Lynsey is moving in with Gabe for the summer. For a Job. So any way if it is so easy for Lynsey to get a job then why does gabe hver to search so long and hard to find one? I don't even really believe that it is for a job anyway. Even if Lynsey didn't get the job I think that she would still move up there. When she moves up there his income is going to effect the amount of money she gets from student loans because they will be common law. I don't think that she really grasps the fact that she needs her student loan to be able to go to college. Without is she won't have the money. Either she get it or she doesn't care. Either way It's really just stupid.
This whole thing that's going on between Gabe and Lynsey and the rest of us is getting more dumb by the minute. The strange thing is though that I fell happy and free. It is like it is the most free and happy I've felt while I've been in the group. Alot of people are gonna think I'm wierd because I feel this way but I think it's cause Gabe and Lynsey are around to bring me down. Even so I think we get along better without them anyway.

Work!!

2005-06-10T14:08:09Z

Hey I got a new job! I work at the Bell Inn now! But what sucks is that I have to work on the days of my end of the year party!!!! *Groan* I guess i'm going to work with a hangover! Coffee and Tylenol here I come!!! Happy Birthday Melinda pants!!! La la ala la la!!! anywho Nuki why don't you come to my LJ??? *cries* I love you Nuki!!!! come back to me!!!!....

Confrontation...

2005-06-03T14:11:52Z

Okay so Melly, Nuki, Britt, Lynsey, and I had a confrontation two days ago. Basicly we told on another the things that annoyed us about each other. It worked out pretty well in the end i guess cause we still talked to one another after words and we even got ice cream!
Because we had the confrontaion we didn't go to the Battle of the Bands. I got my mom to come pick me and my sister up at 10:00 and when we got on the car she was super pissed at us. She never spoke a word the whole way home. then when we got home she never talked to us either, or all the next morning! then last night she got super mad and said that she didn't trust us any more because Dianna said she had seen us down town! i think she is over it know though. any way did you get in trouble Melly cause my mom said that your mom was mad too? How did you guys think that the confrontation went?

Blahhhh!!!

2005-05-31T14:46:16Z

Hey Everyone!!! I haven't posted anything important lately but i have entrys I want to add!! hehe... I am going to add a few of my poems to my LJ soon!!

New topic! Confrontation!!!! we are haveing onr tomorrow! I don't really want to because I will just probably yell at people. but I will do it anyway even if i am afraid that it will just split up the group more! but anyway i have a whole entry at my home computer that i might bring in some time... I'm such a loser....

Melly I promise i won't do too many!!!

2005-05-31T14:39:42Z


ashy_sama is love
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Don't be jealous cause my name is cool!

2005-05-31T14:22:55Z

ASHLEYCAWDLE
A	is for	Arty
S	is for	Successful
H	is for	Healthy
L	is for	Luscious
E	is for	Earthy
Y	is for	Young
C	is for	Chipper
A	is for	Active
W	is for	Witty
D	is for	Dazzling
L	is for	Lovesick
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What Does Your Name Mean?

I felt in the Quiz mood!

2005-05-31T14:18:20Z

Your Japanese Name Is...

Kei Gojo

What's your Japanese Name?

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2005-05-31T14:15:35Z

Your Sexy Brazilian Name Is

Lorena Pera

What's Your Sexy Brazilian Name?

I am this love...

2005-05-31T14:13:19Z

Your #1 Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.

Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.

Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

What's Your Love Type?

I love mine! Large Gun! He he he...

2005-05-26T14:47:42Z

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Name:
Hair:	Dark and cut short.
Clothes:	Long, super cool trenchcoats.
Powers:	Water magic
Special Features:	Unusual, yet natural markings
Sidekick:	Your best friend.
Attitude:	Extremely smart and cheerful, maybe with a big brother/sister complex.
Weapon:	A gun of rediculous proportion

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ashy_sama @ 2005-05-26T11:42:00

2005-05-26T14:43:03Z

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Favourite Colour
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Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
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I'm so pissed off! I'm probably going to regret this later.

2005-05-26T14:40:08Z

I’m so pissed off today! There is so much stuff going on and I don’t know quite what to do. Gabe has been annoying me as of late. I know that I’m not really helping with trying to be nice to him so that he spends more time with us but I can’t help it. I mean its not like, up till now, he has been nice to me or any thing. When I tried to talk to he before about moving or anything about him going back to school he just got mad at me and yelled. God! he is so frustrating he can’t seem to admit that any of what is happening is his fault! I know some of it is my fault but I don’t flip out and say that it is all my fault. He thinks that everyone blames that fact that we are not all friends anymore on him. No one does! Sure it is partially his fault but pretty much everyone in the group is to blame. It just really pisses me off that he is mad that someone is finally saying something to him. All Gabe and Lynsey do is make out and then Lynsey goes to Gabe’s house and they don’t hang around us very much! What are we suppose to do? I mean they could at least try to unlock their lips for five fucking seconds to say two words to anyone in the group. I will admit that it has lessened (the constant attachment) but then all they do is mope! It is so annoying! And plus my mom is super mad because Lynsey doesn’t even go to half her classes. She’s getting calls from teachers about missing tests and even form the secretary for signing out too often! This is getting Ridiculous! Nobody knows what do do with them! Also, are any of them (Gabe of Lynsey) even moving like they said they were? Frankly I don’t think they should! Neither of them is ready to be out on their own even though they think they are. They both think that every thing will handed to them and they will get by no matter what happens! News flash! It won’t! I am getting so sick of all of the shit that Gabe and Lynsey spit out.
Anyway if I write anymore I will probably flip right out and go insane! So on that happy note, everyone have a delightful day! ^_^

I'm wind!!!!

2005-05-20T15:02:55Z

Your element is Wind. You are the guy/girl that is
unpredictable. No one knows what you're going
to do next and what you're in the mood for.
Studying is not your thing and you would rather
go to a party than stay home. Life is just for
fun and you need to be free to live according
to you. You waste no time on lies, if you feel
or think one thing you say it even if it hurts.
Of course, people may be quite upset but that
doesn't really bother you. Its not that you
don't care, because you do, but in these
situations it's a waste of time. You live up in
the clouds and are quite a dreamer about life.
People often consider you beautiful, but harsh
and they would think twice before getting to
know you. But once they do, they'll learn that
you are always willing to take yourself and
your friends on adventures. Never will it be a
boring time with you and your friends
appreciate that. You are not often seen sad,
but you have your times. If someone has been
mean to you, you can quite easily trash-talk
them for betraying you. Nevertheless, you are
most of the time a good spirit who just want to
have some fun. Rate and message!

What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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ashy_sama @ 2005-05-20T11:19:00

2005-05-20T14:24:37Z

Hey everybody!! THe weekend is comming quickley. And guess what brittany might come to the party now! I hope she does.
Uggh... Everyone doesn't feel to good today. It sucks. I woke up with suck a headache and my throat was soo~oooo sore. The good thing is that everyboby seems happy and are getting along today so it might be a good day! I mean even though everyone seems to be sick.

Nuki's house Sunday!!!

2005-05-19T14:54:36Z

Hello everybody this is my first entry! I'm sooo happy! thyis weekend is a long weekend, four days! i thought, at first that it would be a normal boring weekend. You know the kind where you sit at home and do nothing. An average weekend. but thanks to Melly it's not! She managed to convince(you guys know what that means) Nuki to let us come over this weekend! I'm so proud of my little Melly. The best part is that we might all be toghether for this party. It's too bad that britt isn't coming but everyone else should be there. plus there might be some one new!!! Mika might come!! yay! Yaoi!!! that will be so much fun. I hope that it goes off without a hitch.